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I feel like I'm losing friends...

Mon Feb 2, 2009, 7:16 PM
I really honestly do,

I got in a (in my opinion)bad row with :iconbipolar-cucco: and honestly, I'm sick of the way she treats me. And apparently she's been giving :iconfootnoodles: some shit too.

Speaking of her, because she's leaving the Internet, I'll be losing her in a more physical sense.

I feel distant to most of my friends, Ginny, Sanbii, even you all at Starmen, I'm really sorry, but I can't really...socialize anymore. I just feel kind of broken. And I still can't even think about eggstree anymore without feeling angry or sad.

I'm so glad I have :iconsummerrayn: and :icontherarehunterhunter: have really helped me a lot, and there's a lot of friends that make me happy, even by doing the slightest things. I'm really glad I have RL friends like Evie and Kira and Asa :3

On a happier note, my mom did tape a lot of Doctor Who, so maybe I'll feel better by watching some of my favorite episodes! :D
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:bulletred: REQUESTS- only people I KNOW. Specify whether it will be digitally or traditionally drawn (digital takes longer to finish). ALSO, I WILL ONLY BE DRAWING CHARACTERS I RECOGNIZE. Sorry, but I lack the motivation for most things nowdays.
:bulletblue: COMMISSIONS- 5$ sketches, just like that matcab guy. I need a subscription you know. SO UNLESS YOU WANNA BUY ME A SUBSCRIPTION, we'll just have to go for commissions~. You can commission ANYTHING unlike requests, as long as its rated PG (I might allow some PG-13)
:bulletgreen: TRADES- again, only people I KNOW. I'd prefer to draw a character I recognize, but I won't be so picky.
:bulletyellow: COLLABS- idk what to say about this :/ I'm good with sketching, linearting, and coloring. so if you want a collab just tell me what your preference is.

WORKING ON:

Art trade for :iconmystic-fire: -- POKEY MINCH *cough wheeze* WITH MPF
Collab with :iconfairy-red-hime: -- Ness/Lucas/Kirby
Art trade for :icontherarehunterhunter: -- Ness
Request for :icongallantmon8: -- Rosaliiiina
Request for :iconkazirede: -- Duster and Layton lol
Gift for :icondjkaton: -- Him and MCW LOL
Gift for :icontherarehunterhunter::iconsummerrayn: -- its a secret

:iconmrsaturnplz::iconviral1plz::iconviral2plz::iconmrsaturnplz:
Lordofpastries on Starmen.net [link]
Loppy in Dynasty Net (#radiopsi an
#earthbound)[link]
Lordofpastries on Sheezyart [link]


MY PLZ ACCOUNTS:

:iconfobbyplz::iconpeculiarcheeseplz::iconnotfunnymasterplz::icondoctorfrogplz:

RP ACCOUNTS:

:iconmother3-duster::iconwindwaker-komali:

RL FRIENDS:

:iconginasa::iconxasahanex::iconabsolute-000::iconamasis::iconmalevalla:

BFFS OMG:

:icontherarehunterhunter::iconsummerrayn::iconbipolar-cucco::iconfootnoodles::iconeggstree:

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Taeko Onuki -- We Miss You ~Theme of Love~
  • Reading: Inkheart -- Cornelia Funke
  • Watching: Doctor Who "42"
  • Playing: Katamari Damacy, Pokemon Diamond
  • Eating: meatloaf
  • Drinking: pepsi

Devious Comments

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:iconrinkuryuka12:
Well, you always have a friend in me. Remember that :hug:
:iconfootnoodles:
I'm sorry life's hitting you hard too, and I really appreciate how much you care... I'll try to keep in touch as much as I can ;___;

Life is really the pits right now, I hope people start being happy again.

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HOLY SHIT! I come in and what do I see? BAM! SEX EVERYWHERE!!
"Temporary side effects include: permanent brain damage, extreame fundatude, death, and possibly aids."-Ovo
:iconlordofpastries:
Aww thanks a lot! :3 ^__^

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Luke ♥ Flora || Liechtenstein ♥ Switzerland
~TheRareHunterHunter | ~SummerRayn | *charizaro | ~kimchee77 interwebs sisters/bffs ♥
My name is Lordofpastries and I am a Starman. ~We-are-Starmen
:iconlordofpastries:
Yeah, things just exploded, with you, figgy, everyone. Things just happen so spontaneously.

>< I don't really know what I'm saying ><

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Luke ♥ Flora || Liechtenstein ♥ Switzerland
~TheRareHunterHunter | ~SummerRayn | *charizaro | ~kimchee77 interwebs sisters/bffs ♥
My name is Lordofpastries and I am a Starman. ~We-are-Starmen
:iconfootnoodles:
I hate how that happens.

It's okay xD;

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HOLY SHIT! I come in and what do I see? BAM! SEX EVERYWHERE!!
"Temporary side effects include: permanent brain damage, extreame fundatude, death, and possibly aids."-Ovo
:iconlina-chanthegreat:
I'm sorry that I haven't really been all that good a friend to you lately D: I rarely get on AIM, and I never comment on any of your stuff... sorry again :< I just have a lot of things to do. Over the last hour, I've cleared basically a thousand deviations from my messages, and a good chunk of those were yours D: But if I chose to comment on all my deviations, I'd be here till Valentine's Day.

I hope things get better for you, and between the two of us :hug:

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The pen is mightier than the sword.

#Zelda-OC-Club
:icondarklightjak:
welcomes to the club ^^;

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Do u not know, tht we will judge Angels.Do u not know, tht the Angels will judge the world~
:pride::pride:
. :pride: In soviet Russia Link rapes DL.
:iconsupersysscvi:
Oh God do I feel like a bitch... I mean... eh, fuck it; bitch.

I really do feel like an idiot-of-an-acquaintance. I mean seriously; I can remember five 'conversations' that devolved into 'NO U' spammings. That's part of me, yes... just not the part I'd like to profess.

That really does make me feel like an idiot. I'm not a fan anywhere near the Mother franchise, which makes a large problem for even knowing you. Then I don't roleplay much anymore if at all... damn, I always envied you for that. Being able to waltz into random forums and create characters that were original and spazzy, where I was left with my stubborn collection of personas, being stuck behind farther than I ever imagined. You draw like a god; your work is just... out of reach. I could always blame that on a tablet, but if I tried... if I really, truly tried to the fullest of my ability, then maybe I could...

Ah, but no... I don't even know you all that well.

Sorry my acquaintance hasn't been sufficible...

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You rock. I suck. Enough said.

Look only once; just a fan...
:iconunoz:
Aw...that doesn't sound pleasant at all. If you ever wan' talk about something, you can just note me. I'll always listen. c:

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:heart:

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